>>10801845I'm a few months in and I saw a girl with a slutty dress riding halway up her ass the other day walking across the street with nothing but a thong on and I can still see it when I close my eyes. Fucking gorgeous ass.
>More voices telling me to kill myselfThat is from the drinking. Stop drinking for 2 weeks and your brain will do less of that, it still happens, but you won't wake up to it every morning.