>>17837710>I became fitbut then
>overweightYou're half assing it, fatty.
This is your biggest issue. Deal with it immediately and ruthlessly.
My brothers went through the same thing. They are now chad physique, and of completely different mindsets.
Vaping and cooming, and unhygienic. Just fix it anon.
>the state of my home landI know anon. It's depressing. Let the thoughts of the inevitable revenge motivate you.
Because it is going to break, one way or another. And when it does anon, you wont have time to coom or vape. You will be happy again.