>>1202829I dated a pornstar before she did porn.
Marriage was never discussed but was on the table. We ended up having to date long distance due to college commitments and then gradually got more distant. She dropped out of college and started porn. Out of interest I looked it up. First movie she did was a BLACKED gangbang. Lost all feelings for her there.
Literally doesn't even hurt me at all. It was like watching animals fuck. Felt a mixture of pity and amusement. Still occasionally talk to her. She's not the same person though.