>>11762132I am more than aware that I am probably defective if such labors are demanded of me simply to attain what comes as effortlessly as breathing to others. If I must claw and crawl, I will claw viciously and crawl endlessly. That John needed to take only a step to his fulfillment, this never factors into my calculus. I am looking out for my own eudaimonia.
In a given environment, some species will be fruitful and multiply. Others will scrape for their continued survival, every morsel is coagulated blood and absorbed sweat. That's just how it is. Our ancestors were once rodents eating the scraps of apex species. After civilization rolled around, they were serfs and scum in an unforgiving world of pestilence, famine, war, and rape. Countless generations thereafter eked out the most meager living imaginable and thanked God for the chance to. Where would we be if they rolled over and died after witnessing the nobleman, born with superior genetics, lands, prestige, and sexual capital?
I'm a dreg, but I will have to be selected out of the human race by force. I refuse to willingly go extinct. I'll do everything it takes that does not condemn me before God.
