>>8449435>-1/10 i want off this ride.The ride never ends you know this. What if after all this you have to live another life? Then another? Then another until you learn to think like god?
Pretty sikh way to look at life.
>even when I don’t want to see itI know you do. I think that lately you might be seeing too much and need to disconnect from here. There's a sickness here that can and will consume you if you don't get away. One eye closed m8.
>I’ve seen friends just... disappearIt's always the ones you don't want to see go too huh?
>I know, just as I know you’d bring the Mrs up here with you if SHTF>implying I need SHTF to go anywhere I please>implying I don't already spend more time in [redacted] for work than I should for my mental healthI would. In any situation like that I'm getting a few people first. I need boys who can handle MG's and ARTY without their pussy baby ears giving out and I need someone who can grow food that won't bitch about it.
INB4 we just join the militia to get through
>and nothing of value was lost>I know I’m dumb, and I know all too much about social isolationShut up. Only me and Mrs. can call you dumb. If anyone else does they can eat my boot. That includes (you) shit ass.
Is your job at least helping a little bit? Should be considering you're looking at the real world.
>Understanding, yes; patient, no.Fuck if that ain't the truth. If you want to push things along you have to PUSH. I know you have it in you but you don't believe in yourself for some reason. You can make magic happen lad you just have to expend a little extra mana because you're not proficient.
I hope I've at least done....something for you with all this. You seem very upset about everything and you're tearing yourself apart for no productive reason. You're a mad cunt if you want to be m8.
