>>13321336I never had the balls to told her it was just to impress her, because I'm afraid I'll be seen as a "kuffar" or a muslim-trender lmao.
No. We departed and haven't been in communication since 2016 I think because of my autism and that I never made a move, she ended with someone else that I know.
And that I moved to different city and don't wanna look at the past anymore, too much cringe and pain.