>>20787506mind me asking how you got so joeverweight?
sounds like a shit situation to be honest
I am over 30 and still unemployed, somehow have a gf that works and live with my parents who are rich but won't share a cent of it so I live off next neetbux while shitposting on /tv/ but nobody ever responds
also have a hernia awaiting surgery and I'm trying to get a degree as an engineer to build some knowledge in producing shit and build a workshop before the world goes to shit
my goal is to have the machinery required to support a small town so that my failures as a young person weren't all for nothing
(I was raised by an alcoholic bpdemon and consequently became a huge faggot that ruined my own life and every relationship I had)
now I'm aiming for divine retribution
I'm Ahab and the waters are rough and I'm gonna spear this whale if it kills me
I hate the world and everybody in it but if I get the chance I won't be the pitiful retard who's holding his dick while his house burns around him
I want to be something the rest of society would land upon if it collapses, and someone that can adequately hold these drowning rats at arms length without detriment to my course
I will wilfully and happily rebuild the society that shunned me my entire life and watch as they grow to loathe me once more and a million years from now they'll find my writings that told of my efforts and my name will be near synonymous with martyrdom
(I'm clinically schizotypal but they still gave me stims)
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