>>8019240And you feel like a sponge for their bad emotions..?
I know a guy who works in a fast food restaurant - not sure about the customer service part but he has it rough enough at the job and family alike - basically no place to call a home of his expectations. But he's good at coping with that and 4chan seems to be helping him a lot with that. It's a person I've never heard a word of hate from, somebody who's been on this journey and back for long enough, that he learned to see bright side of everything, often laugh about it and from his own misery, that isn't as bad when softened with jokes.
I'm not saying he doesn't have bad days like any other sane individual but what I do want to admit, is that there's absolutely nothing wrong with trying your best to make your day better - preferably not at the expense of other people. It's way easier to be happy when you can make people uppity themself. No shame in trying to get anything from your life, even at the cost of changing your mindset a little bit~
I'm sorry if that's an unreasonably long post that didn't bring you anything valuable but a minute or two of forever lost time but if it could help you by any means, feel free to whine and lament all over this thread. Sometimes it's nice to be heard, no matter how trivial mistakes or sorrows those are.