>>12531770you can blaspheme against God and the Son, but blaspheming against the holy spirit is the worst you can do.
that would be denying others from receiving the spirit or hiding it, thats why divine knowledge is free. actively working against it, basicallly demon work. if you are of God I think its impossible to deny the spirit anyway.
masturbation is the human body building up tension, if it blocks you off or irritates you then release it, think about having sex with your anima so you give the energy to her so it stays between you two.
also your anima has a libido of herself and denying her isnt that beneficial. you get horny for a reason.
every sin you do onto yourself, be aware of that and it becomes increasing easier to avoid them.
still its a learning process that takes time, listen to your anima because she guides you and knows your path. some ideas will seem fucking retarded but they turn out different than you think.
also give her a hug and tell her you love her.
