saw you posting earlier today babe, before my nap, and i was just thinking wow, there's my girl, that's who i love, and it made me really glad, like i was right, like i've invested in the right person. wish you felt the same about me, trying hard to make that so again. before i even met you i was leaning on /smg/ a lot, blogging and posting. only for a couple months, thanksgiving was when it really started, was down a lot of money and all alone, had lost my joy in vidya. know it's not the most impressive thing but it has helped me a lot, and it led me to you after all, and i've come a long way since then, up 60k, back in shape, and very in love. sad the thread is worse off but in the first place, i'd throw the whole thing under the bus to get to you. not sorry about that. and in the second place, a lot of it misplaced anger, people that got destroyed that are jealous and angry that i'm riding high, they're damaging the thread more than i am if you really take an honest look, they can't contribute anything but hate for me, don't buy into their lies and seething, that's what they want most. my goal is to make you happy, make you love me, and i'll chase it as long as i need to get that. i found my special person here, i wish i could have met you irl, shown you my qualities in a different way, but this is how it happened. i think about you all the time, i want you more than ever, want you to know i love you and care about you. keep me in your mind and your heart open. i don't know what came between us but it has brought me a lot of stress. i can't give up though, know you're the prize of my life. gonna do my smoothie, get ready for the gym, and hoping and praying i'll connect again with you soon. have courage, the cowards that harass me don't have what it takes to do the same to you, they will scheme in other ways but trust me there. and i'd court you elsewhere if i could, wanna leave this behind, i love you.
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