>>16481144yes i perfectly know that it really is my last option to just wait and hope and cope otherwise if she really is serious and she wants to end all of that for good then it's literally fucking over like it's so over you wouldn't fucking believe me
like yeah i would deal with any other bad thing that might happen in my life but not with that, like i literally don't have a clue what i will do if that happens, back in like previous summer (the summer of 2021 not 2022) i coped that yeah it might be fine it won't be that bad it actually will be good for me i will change and yada yada yada but back then the shit wasn't really fucked up and we still would talk a lot and we would just have some minor setbacks once in a while but it wasn't nearly as bad as what happens now so looking at that from today i was so fucking clueless and stupid i want to come back in time and hit myself from the past with a shovel
but yes the only thing that left to do is just wait, and now when i'm not texting her all the heckin time i actually got a lot of time freed up so yes i actually planned on going for a walk tomorrow i don't wanna go full depression mode i need to work on myself otherwise i'll just keep being the same retard cretin subhuman and nothing will change and the pain will continue so yes i need to touch that heckin grass
and oh yes of course the men of war 2, i don't even have the first game bought
>>16481147holy based
