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i'm fucking exhausted. my black coffee and cigarette is catching up to me. i was meant to get blood drawn today but my hilariously terrible indian doctor forgot to say to fast first. so now we're doing that 'tomorrow' (its 2am)
after that, what? i don't know i'm free as a bird from all the incredibly autistic internet relationships i set up because i was lonely, but couldn't be bothered going outside and actually finding anyone (it actually doesn't mean anything to me).
however, by some fucking miracle, i look like i might actually get a job and i did find someone on a dating site my age who isn't a prick. i think i am too much of a literal NEET basement lord to actually do anything but talk to him online though. the best thing? I CAN ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY MEET HIM BECAUSE HE ACTUALLY LIVES IN THE SAME FUCKING TOWN AS ME. fucking miracles man.