>>8546263The further I climb up the mountain of adversity the more my hopes go down. I don't like the feeling of failure. Believe me, I failed at so many thing the only way I made it this far is that I learned from my mistakes, but even still there are people out there irl who still looks down on me or they don't have faith in my ability to do the task. It hurt me. Hell I was supposed go last year to the military but I met someone who told me I couldn't and I'm just basically a nobody. His words fucking just got me and my whole body just gave up. Doubt was in my mind and it wasn't until someone close to die that made me go at it again.
>>8546271In the lowest point in my life, I still want to smile.
>>8546276Look war isn't pretty and I want it to end as soon as possible but it's not. This what I to be.
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