>>431628219>I'm just sad it didn't work out and I don't have a family right now. But my life is not over yet >He answered my prayers for it once and I took it for granted, because I had a lesson to learn it was not meant to be.That's the correct attitude to have, we're kindred spirits
Here's a fun fact; I was so disillusioned with women and a decade-long dry spell i actually considered hopping on grindr at one point to look if there's any bangable passing trannies on there. I was about to turn into a complete degenerate due to such a wide gap since my last relationship. I kept asking God to stir me away from that direction.
At the eleventh hour, he sent a crazy whore my way, so i got what i wanted and was thaught a lesson about what women are really like at the same time. I can't really complain, i got exactly what i asked for (getting laid in order to avoid going for trannies) at the end of the day.
God knows what He's doing. I'm almost afraid to start petioning him regularly again for this reason, yet doing so and learning the lessons He wants you to learn (which is never the one you expect to take) is the right thing to do