>>16922696Oh. That's fine then, can always come back to it later.
>I gave up on it a couple timesI think that's a part of things. I'd bet that pretty much everybody who's good at a certain thing can relate, same here with whatever at least I think I'm okay at. You drop what you're doing and pick it back up however many times until you finally settle on it. Maybe you don't ever settle and keep going on and off, but the important part is that you do get back to it. As long as you have fun with it when you do, of course.
You having went through some stages of it already, I'd say that helps more than anything.
And if you do keep coming back to it after all, then it shows you really do have some genuine interest. It doesn't need to be your biggest strength, or anything that you ever get "good" at, as long as you're less bored when doing it than not. I don't think there's a clear definition of "good" when it comes to art, anyway. Once you pick up your own style, there'll be someone who appreciates it. In time, yourself.
Might be that you're caught up in some standard that you think you're supposed to have, but oh well, none of it means you can't enjoy what you do.
>don't see myself becoming bigYou don't need to, obviously. Just do it to occupy your mind and have something that you can show to yourself. You'll feel good from just having created something you personally like or can confidently show to whoever you know. Pretty much everything on the internet I've spent lots of time working on has only been to show to my little circles, and it was always fun and rewarding still.
I'm pretty sure you can figure the idea of doing something for enjoyment rather than for the sake of going big, so, I don't need to explain.
>I'll probably take the drawing a month routeEven that sounds fine. Just make sure to do it, still.