>>10193477I honestly don't know its been so long I have pretty much considered myself as a girl since i was like 11 years old and now that im 25 i never really had much time to develop a male personality I've been like this for longer than i haven't. The turning point for me was listening to a hitler speech i swear to god im not making this up, listening to a Hitler speech made me realize that I've been living a lie for so long. He was talking about how the hitler youth are the future and they are "the blood of my blood and the flesh of my flesh" and it made me want to have a kid of my own and I never cared that hormones could cause sterility or ever seriously wanted to have kids before that and that Jews have literally tricked me into ending my aryan bloodline. My ancestors must be fucking disgusted by me. Thousands and thousands of years of fighting for survival everyday just for some stupid faggot to flush it all sown the fucking drain. I am a fool.
