>>17457978>Driven>Working a shit job>Can't banter>unwilling to socializeYou're dishonest with yourself.
You're not too soft for a trade nor too retarded, you're lazy and in a comfy enough position to be a lazy sack of shit on the way to the gutter for now.
I used to be you. Nobody is going to achieve anything for you. Nobody is going to force you to commit or follow through. Nobody is going to give you the initiative. Nobody. Ever. You will wait forever and ever until if clicks you have wasted away years of your life and started progressing late. That you fucked up and where you are presently one year will hurt you because you know damn well where you could have been had you fucking applied yourself.
Get out there anon. Stop making excuses. Stop waiting for something better or your magical chance to be conjured out of the Aether. It never will. Your prime years will slip you by until they are gone.
If you don't do it because you'd rather be a lazy unmotivated fuck avoiding discomfort and what you perceive as inconvenience to start your actual life and ability to live it. No help is coming. It's all on you.
