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I'm a christian but i have over the last 7 months begun to hate God to the point where I blaspheme him alot. I dont want to live for him, I dont want to obey him, I personally dont want to exist.
Instead king jesus is gonna toss me, my family, and most christians into eternal hellfire. I had a an extreme fever yesterday. Every bone in my body hurt, i was coughing like crazy, my mind was filled with anguish and fucks. It was almost unbearable.
Hell will be eternal torment beyond our understanding, and it will never end. What type of sick fuck would send a person there? Oh I touched my peepee and didnt understand which doctrine was the correct one, so now I will burn forever?
And speaking of eternal hellfire, I truly believe today that God has an autistic demand to have his "wrath satisfied". So basically all the saints will be playing around in heaven, feeling immense joy, meanwhile God is just enjoying having he wrath satisfied eternally, with all those cocksuckers burning in hellfire.
Also, I'm not a calvanist, but God literally predestines people to eternal life, which means he must have predestined people for eternity in hell. What a cruel sick fuck. I almost blasphemed the holy spirit recently, I consider doing it intentionally so I can just embrace the inevietble. Only few people will be saved. Most will say "LORD LORD".
What a sick fucking reality, I literally dont understand people who defend Jesus Christ? Have you read the bible? He will send people to hell for the mere sin of jelousy? If you make white little lies during the week, you are going to hell, ALL LIARS will have their part in the lake of fire. Even white lies.
I dont feel like praying to him anymore, why would I want to pray to a monster?
