>>1414310026, Same story. Chick literally got naked with me in the woods, still couldn’t get hard enough to penetrate. The girl has to make me feel alive with her, not just a box to check that I’m man enough. I don’t feel like my own man, the path I want to follow doesn’t make much money, and I’m quite insecure about it. I’m out with my family right now, and my mood swings all the time because I feel my father knows that. If I ever got very successful, I’d cockblock every chick drawn to me out of spite, and I’d take a long time with it too so they wouldn’t understand. And I’m also into porn, backroom casting mostly. Also have a couple of WhatsApp pals from Iran and Saudi, sexted once with the former (she got engaged later, we’d never meet each other anyway). I feel my family thinks I’m sad because I don’t have a gf. Schools coming soon, I’m hamstringing myself by being an Orthodox catechumen, and I jerk off every night. Maybe I’m becoming a narcissist, idk. Quite peachy, cheers :)
