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You know, I don’t like how things turned out. This is not the life I expected. My parents never taught me any skills or work ethic, and I grew up in one of the most mundane and mediocre places in the country… not bad… but nothing that great about it, so nothing to entertain myself with and no real friends. And i hated my environment and the people around me, it made me feel hopeless, bored, and lonely. And I never got a hold of anything but silly obsessions and ideas which destroyed me mentally, about politics, or the nature of God, or this or that. Ultimately my isolation led to my wasting of time, my boredom and loneliness, my unwillingness to try, and worst of all my perversion and utter immorality which has shattered my psychic portrait. All I’ve ever done is browse godforsaken sites like this aimlessly. But I know forces outside my control caused this to be, and as a child I was too naive to be aware them and break from the cycle, conditioning me into the behaviors when I still have hope… but my parents never noticed and they became apart of me. And I’m fucking angry about it.
