>>20319452just keep pushing your comfort-zone. it's literally a skill like driving. if you are smart and have a bit of emotional intelligence you can fast-track like me. if you feel cringe that means you aren't asserting yourself well enough. you need to learn about mannerisms, style and attitude. you need them to think you are always busy with your creative manly projects. do you have them? you better start figuring out what the fuck you want from your life till 30 or you'll be just another mediocre nobody.