>>17581213To elaborate a little. I hate myself, im a loser, I fail constantly, I constantly let others down, Im a degenerate, I have corrupted myself with my recklessness, I half heartedly put faith in my ability to do better, but at the end of the day I am ashamed of and despise myself, and I fear going to God and my Ancestors as a pathetic failure, so all I know to do is keep going and have the balls to fight and die for my paradigm in this life in order to have even the slightest chance at redeeming myself.
