>>11238340Yeah man I'll have to see how it goes, but if I'm sober I know the rumination would fuck me over. It sounds really bad I know.. Also picked up a hefty gambling habit when neet too (and I almost got away with it, another 'what if'). Just having the life insurance (which bounced so now I have to wait another year for the clause to expire) would be piece of mind.
My options are narrow at the moment and might have to start again at min wage despite being an office cuck for 13 years. I envy those who just did the office wageslave shit the same as I did and they got their house, wife, kids and retirement plan. Will keep what you said in mind /blog
