>>15704272> Tradwives27, I don’t even bother thinking that way anymore. I’ve been to youth groups, and I see that people are the way they are no matter what religious allegiance they adopt, myself included; I’ve concluded that coming into a congregation with expectations exposes my desperate side anyway, I don’t even know what to believe anyway other than that God exists. Starting grad school this fall where I’ll be in a small class; I’ve resolved to not focus on that bullshit and find out what beeing myself is, but the instinct will always kick in. Even if I did, I’ll still seethe at my father being right about me being a late bloomer, and idk if I’ll resent it. My hand’s my girl right now and bitterness won’t leave, fuck everything. To the couple of girls I was an asshole to out of security, congrats, you got your comeuppance.
