>>8481403I don't know.
Maybe you could find a way to like yourself and enjoy your life even without friends?
Or maybe find a way to make friends.
I knew people who had pretty bad self-esteem and no friends who eventually made friends and improved their esteem also though I guess its possible to do one and not the other.
Still, I am sorry you are feeling the way you are feeling.
It can't be easy, im sure.
I hope you find a solution, if you can't, well... I don't know.
Telling someone to give up never seems like the right answer but maybe sometimes it is, hell if I know.