Quoted By:
My case might be special though, like I said, i dont value being social or other people in the same way many do.
Many people feel the isolation differently and start to freak out earlier or do drugs or alcohol to cope. I haven't. I just want that specific part in my life of having a woman love my touch and want me to physically please her. We would live our lives side by side but as individuals even if we live together.
I would like to talk about deeper things as someone's spiritual thoughts or beliefs for example but feel strongly against just being a boucing board for some girl to rant to me about general ideas, her job or friends or TV shows and me having to responding correctly or often about our daily lives, her fantasies, my feelings and fantasies and our future.
Do you see what I mean?
We are animals capable of living in the moment and being loving towards each other because its the right thing to do and fee good for yourself and taking care of each other without overthinking or constant vocal or texting communication. That requires the right personality I guess and I'm not saying it's anything wrong with those other things I don't value in a heterosexual relationship I just don't want to have any of it.
