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my head is spinning
i dont have any idea what is happening around me
why does it have to be this way
why cant it stop
when will it stop
why do i have to go through this
why cant i stop trying
i even took lsd to get me to kill myself
but it didnt work
why
why is my brain hardcoded to keep trying
why
but i have to try
because there is no alternative besides death
why does it have to be so hard
i read about other peoples problems and they seem so easy to fix
why do i have to go through something this severe
i was blessed and cursed
is this the product of future generations craving suffering
is this just coincidence
why why why why
why cant it stop right now
when will it stop
when will the soon arrive
when