>>12510429Like how? I think one person would have to be avoiding it either way. I'm not really oppossed to that, I guess. It seems like whenever I open my mouth I cause problems, so maybe it's better to just not talk at all.... For me, I mean, not those twitter tranners. That word is preferable to tranny by the way. Not that you've been using it as much anyway
>it seems like you don't even want to trySorry.... Thinking about how hopeless it is doesn't exactly inspire me to try. I did tell my parents I wanted to see someone for help and I hinted at the other thing too, but I have no idea how long it will be until we find someone, especially now. It feels like whenever I tell them I'm having problems it just gets forgotten about eventually until they resurface
>It's just a trick of the mind, like with dreamsWhat did you do exactly? I thought it involved a ritual. Something about blood and s*men.... Sounds like it could be a metal song
>Bro just simply say no to it broIf it were really so easy, addiction would be nonexistent in our world. See, when you say it's easy what you mean is that it's easy for you. But unfortunately I don't think most of us are so lucky as to have been blessed with your self-control. There was a period where I wasn't doing anything because I didn't have access to it, but the moment I did again it came back. I don't think I'm strong enough to stop
Before I forget, you said you read the Bible? Did it help you with these things at all? I know that's a big part of things like AA and many people swear by it, but I've never really given it a chance