>>15443314A lot of people these days are forcing themselves through despite being mentally ill and depressed. I don't enjoy the conclusions of Thomas Szasz, but you need to be prepared for them being enacted for their economic implications: mental illness does not reconcile with Malthusian aesthetics which have remains very fashionable amongst the parasite classes since their inception. You're going to have to try to function because whole industries and certification processes have emerged to validate your feelings of powerlessness. The Social Safety Net™ is a triumph of brand management. It's not for your safety, it's desperately sticky and difficult to escape, and there for the certificated and organised crime and certificated organised crime to have a captive "client" base. Are you in Ontario with me? Isn't it interesting how the districts who all vote federal lib for open immigration all vote provincial blue to deny social services to the needy? The world is moving towards the lowest common denominator, and India is the lowest of the low. Just a vile society. And they're here now. They're everywhere. And they don't want you to succeed on your Hero's Journey. They want you to marry their 4th son Rajesh. They aborted 3 girls to get him and now they can't buy one back home because everyone else did the same. I say this as someone also struggling: you need to figure out something that doesn't necessarily make your heart sing, but to which you can force yourself to go daily and build habits around. We all do. Go from there. We all fall on our face all the time. Just gotta keep getting up.