>>13119257This wasn't my first ex fiance. It was my second. I have more than a few ex girlfriends as well. You write like you hardly have any.
Women are attracted to dominant men with high status. They want you to strangle them in bed, lock them up in cages, and call them worthless whores even if you don't enjoy doing that. Which I don't.
I have a relatively good understanding of how to attract women and I put in an extreme amount of effort to "filter out the bad women" and found an excellent woman. However. As time went on. It was undeniable she was still a woman all the same. She wanted sex to be a wrestling match and for me to dominate her and all that.
The effort involved in making women attracted to me is unworth it. What do I get out of it? Validation that I know how to attract women? That's it? I could care less about their strictly utilitarian interest in me. Their bodies are appealing to me and that's it. Platonic female friends are less than useless to me.