>>18147371It helps. Our ancestors really weren't ready to hear the truth, that our 'third eye', the pineal gland, was literally genetically modified by ayys to act as an antenna. But there it is, and you've got one. What you do with it is up to you.
Just don't beat yourself up over it. There is a very physical biological element to this where our nervous system can become stressed our even outright damaged by establishing a signal lock. Often times this can 'feel' like strong imprinted emotions; terror, love, wonder, submission, etc. Without a means of contextualizing that it turns to trauma quick. Consider that we offer our children no training on this, these feelings are entirely subjective, and you can't discuss these things publicly. What else can you feel but weird or crazy? How could you know different? It's really a system that sets people up for failure.