>>9072953We're all in the same boat here anon. So at least you're not alone eh? Sometimes we have to drift for a while to finally hit home.
Where are you lost? Maybe you need some guidance to find the right way.
>>9072954>Why abandon your needs and wants though?I've found there's too much of a conflict between what I want and the consequences of getting said wants or needs. It's much easier to just give others what they want and become the best at serving them than chasing my own wants or needs. Honestly I've gotten myself into too much trouble over the years chasing what I want that I can't do it anymore.
Life is easier if I can just adapt to whoever I'm interacting with and try to get some kind of fulfillment in giving them something they want that I can give.
In short it's not worth the trouble.