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I dunno how to cope anymore, I've tried being as loveable, or at least, as desirable as I could, but I still get zero reciprocation from women. I've tried being stoic and humble about it, but it hurts everyday now, how am I supposed to keep going to my job, doing my duties like a good little soldier, when I have absolutely nothing waiting for me back at home, except my cold mattress?
The hobbies don't help anymore either, as I've come to realize they're merely crutches. Last night, my mom asked me if I will ever get married, but I don't have the heart to tell her I'm still a KHHV virgin.
Sorry for the blogpost but it just hurts not being able to talk to anyone IRL about this, this site is all I have left now anyway.