>>12761190I feel you. Kind of in the same boat although I'm 28. I've had to start over twice already and stumbled again. This time during the (((pandemic))). Had a viciously verbally and mentally abusive mother and a literal retard older brother who was her little minion because he was so dumb he'd go along with whatever retarded bullshit she wanted despite any rational person being able to see how retarded it actually was but I'd still be forced into it or I'd get days of screaming or silent treatment. Would you be in any way shocked to know she was a (((public school))) teacher? There's no doubt in my mind they drove my dad to drink himself to death when I was 19 and went off to college in another state. Not having at least one sane person in the house to talk to I can relate because I dropped out right after and moved back home and it wasn't a few months before I got the fuck out with nothing but the clothes on my back. It's probably part of the reason why I've became a massive alcoholic.