>>4410426Oh, sorry I misunderstood~
And, in regards to wanting to raise a child myself, I think it's best summed up by your words, "it won't be how I imagine it". While I would love to bring a child up and teach them and help them throughout their life I have thought about this a lot and came to the conclusion in reality it won't be anywhere near as rewarding, going by my own childhood that is. And marriage/relationship in that sense is not something I wanna do so for me the cons outweigh the pros unfortunately.
There is also a decent chance I'm infertile, but I'm not 100% sure on that.
[spoiler:lit]okay so i typed this message out once it was like twice as long but my captcha expired so I accidentally clicked on the /r9k/ banner link and lost it all[/spoiler:lit]
