>>12794161because on the other-side of suffering is the true reward, man never knows his true self until he has suffered. Everything we yearn for in life is on the other side of suffering anon. Suffering, discipline these pave the path to enlightenment. Begin to test yourself, seek out the uncomfortable and I can assure you your life will have great meaning from now on, you will love harder, feel deeper emotions and drink the rich nectar that life provides instead of condemning yourself to a life of comfort and mediocrity. Suffering is temporary enlightenment last forever. Push through.