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How do I develop proper feelings again? I'm not particularly sad but more like I'm numbed, I don't really feel anything when I hear about shootings, I don't feel a sense of accomplishment even when I do extremely well in something and I can't remember the last time I was genuinely content since even after a huge milestone I go right on to worrying about the next deadline or task I have to do. I haven't had a clear conscience in years.
Suicide isn't a risk for me since there's still so much stuff I want to do but when I don't get a rush from actually doing this stuff it really fucks me up. What do I do /pol/? Surely man isn't meant to live like this