>>17870179>I feel like a inferior being really, like i am just another class of human, a worse one and they will always look down on usIt just means you're much further behind, if you accept that it's going to take an extra 5+ years for you to catch up to them things will be fine for the most part. You have to work harder and it's going to suck but you can still make it. Just use the pain as motivation to build your family stronger so that it won't break.