>>16379276i dont know, i'm full of myself because i'm just desperate for a conversation, or maybe i dont want a conversation, perhaps i just want to have someone who listens and there probably are plenty of people who do but when all you see is your lone post in a dead thread its demoralizing because theres no acknowledgement, and i know its not good to "blogpost" or whatever but i have no one to vent to
my own retardation is causing me more stress but just trying to ignore it doesnt feel like a good idea