>>1065769>19 years old>gave up on college or any other aspirations>stay at home doing nothing all day>work at grocery store 2 or 3 days a week>make just enough to eat every week>spend all my time on computer outside workI have no motivation whatsoever to do anything at all. I really don't care, I'm not happy by any means but I'm not miserable, could be much worse. I'll only kill myself if my mom kicks me out because there's no way I could completely provide for myself and I'm not motivated enough to live on my own. I really could give a fuck less about life, rather just chill all day than work hard for a small chance at being successful
