>>4961496Failure happens. Society used to accept that but now it shuns it and blames you for everything - especially if you're white. I was sort of like you except they put me in special ed because of math. People thought I'd be somebody too because of my work ethic but I won't be getting into college any time soon because of it. I'm 27 and know exactly how you feel - seeing people move to Jew York and join the military and shit when I can't even do the latter either makes me want to kill myself. I'm also stuck living with people who have always abused me and act like they've done nothing wrong.