>>7029439Jesus, reading this scares me.
I don't want to be in your skin, have you lost hope for a nice life? Or do you enjoy life with what you have, even if it isn't a lot?
I wish I will never live through what you're living through. I'm pretty narcissistic though and when I see normal people doing normal things when taking a walk, I usually feel superior. I know my life is going better than 99% of the lives of others, and am thankful for that. In my mind is still most of the time a hurricane, which won't make me think clearly about things. Only when I'm alone and no noises disturb me I have peace.
