>>7794737>Jinzo, what happened during those months of your absence?Nothing, I never left. I tried to, though. During the weeks before my absence, I'd been having frequent suicidal thoughts brought about by fear and disillusionment. It didn't help that my roommate at the time was a fuckin' goddamn asshole (I have a single now, thankfully) My need for escapism became so great that I was spending every waking moment on 4chan, even in class when I could get away with it. That's why my drawthreads at the time were so frequent. But /bant/ is just too slow a board to provide enough new updates to satisfy the level of escapism I needed, so I started browsing /v/ instead, and it became my main board, though I still posted on /bant/ regardless. /v/ is fast enough that even during its worst days there's always a fun thread up or something interesting being discussed. And if not you could just make your own.
The reason I stopped posting as Jinzo, if you remember Plague Doctor, he was very active on /bant/ around that time, and he considered me his closest friend. I didn't feel the same way though, I felt kind of unnerved by him. But every thread I posted in he was there, and always replied to me in some sort of provocative manner. It got to the point where he talked of himself as the leader in a "war" against gayposters, and I was his right-hand man I guess. It began to feel like he was stalking me, and even after I told him to quit the retarded war rhetoric he still appeared in every thread I posted in and always tried changed the topic to shift attention to himself.
So I just dropped the name. I never called attention to myself, and posted anonymously. Over time though, I posted on /v/ more and more and on /bant/ less and less. Because of this, I missed the news of PD's arrest when it happened. FloridaBoi told me about it much later, on /bant/craft IV, and convinced me to make a new drawthread. (cont.)
