>>17512295>Did Hitler also feel that way, fren?Dude wrote an entire book about His Struggle, so I'd imagine so.
Try and cut down on the cooming, smoking and drinking. It's messing up your energy and focus. Don't worry about no family, iktf, if fucks you up but it will also be freeing, stop caring what they think, and stop trying to argue/convince them of your way. Just focus on yourself inward and improve little things day by day, make a plan of what you like and love then figure out a way to get doing that and you can probably monetize it some way if you really put your energy into it.