>>3129627sounds rough. you should take some time to make sure you look after your mental well-being. that combination of things. especially losing a loved one to an illess is bound to take its toll somehow. Keeping a positive mental attitude and being healthy is pretty important for the dealing with a seizure too so try and keep your spirits up. At least you have lovecraft!
it might be worse but you could be still making it slightly less worse if you try enough.
