>>19669631if you're ok with that then fair enough
i just don't like seeing people giving up and that's what it sounds like to me. there are good jobs you can learn without needing social skills or huge brain. i don't know your background or interests but i would start there, something small that goes in a direction you like or at least wouldn't mind doing. in any case our lives are all different and i can't say what's best for you, i just want to see you happy