>>9464711I just had another sexual encounter with a 3-4/10 girl at best, and it sucks, its so pointless and demeaning I think I'm destroying my sexuality, I guess I just refrain , I went years without and thats when the urges really get you but maybe that energy is useful. I lost my virginity at 15 to a whore, its sad, Its all meaningless without a girl you love in a relationship and kids need to be the goal, I even had a whole night with a maybe a 5-7/10 and she ghosted me because I don't have a real career (used to do construction now uber) or education, felt kinda bad wasn't worth it. Just a reminder to those who are thirsty and thinks its a big deal, without a relationship ad mutual connection with goals its pretty dissatisfying
