>>21405878If all of this happened just for you to open your heart and Soul to Jesus Christ, then it might become the best thing that could have happened to you. You could use your mistakes to pave the way to your salvation.
Read the New Testament because it will guide you.
Treasures of Heaven:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3nN9-C1yKU&t=204sSeek Ye the Kingdom of God:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21Vw42Kb00gI've been where you are Anon
Ask God for forgiveness sincerely, and then contact your ex gf, apologize to her sincerely, tell her everything you mean to tell her, but don't ask for anything in return, and don't expect anything in return, even if she's moved on. - Believe me, this will put your Soul at ease.
God Bless Anon