>>8506693I don't mean nuts. I mean seething. But come to think of it, no one holds onto their ego this frantically unless they can feel it slipping through their fingers.
let it go anon, it's not you, it's just a residual impression of who you thought you'd be when you grew up. Remember now, Who You Are, and know that God want's nothing more than for you to be that which you *Are*.