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When I was 9 I first browsed 4chan jerking off to anime pornography, it delved into hardcore pornography then into deep dark fetishes, then to liveleak when I grew older then I started reading manifestos by schizos like Anders Breivik and Brenton and all the like, I don't know how the fuck exactly I got here in this timeline, shit is all over the place, turning 20 this month and spending a lonely birthday by myself soon. Health is going to shit but working on it and seeing where it goes, my childhood was very sheltered and lived in a very grim household, never had an actual birthday with a cake and candles that sort of thing, never got to make friends in primary or highschool ended up with the outcasts and bullied by teachers and people who have jobs. Diagnosed autistic and with OCD and PTSD and Gender Dysphoria, went into psychiatric care at age 15 and the past 5 years have not been stable whatsoever.